Cell Phone Blog (Part 1)

Blogging from the phone again. Planting my grape vines and vegetable garden today was a lot of work but relaxing. It was 90 today and my already tanned self soaked even more sun up. I've missed having my hobbies. I realized not being able to do your hobbies and take your mind of things will make u go crazy. After spending the day with my aunt who is on taking chemo almost daily, hair fallen out, worn down physically and mentally, I feel relaxed. Sitting and talking with her comforts me because with how focused I am on bettering myself, when I am around her, I want to better her and perhaps help her recover. To see someone that's seems insane but is fun t0 be around, who always laughed and was everywhere at once, become void of desire and laughter is disheartening. Now days I am the only person to motivate her and able to make her laugh. I feel that if I can make her laugh more, it might help her successful