The Rumor.... Spooooooky

So apparently there is still a rumor going around that I am the proud parent of twin boys. I first heard of this from a messenger from Virginia then a year later from a stalker (yes, you were right) who I knew in highschool, on myspace. I found it humorous until today in the store I ran into my junior prom date and she said our kids should play togather. I was like, " uhhhhh, what?"

So I will let it be known. No, I do not have kids. There was only one person in my life that I thought of having a family with and its best that the idea never came to fruition. I am also a firm believer in condoms (something I recommend to all) and if I had unprotected sex, that person was damn special at the time. Condoms folks. Condoms are key, even if you are allergic to latex, there are plenty of options.

So with that said, no I dont have twins, nor kids. I think I'd have a heart attack, lol. I used to get my jollies out of hearing this rumor but frankly, its getting old. This concept is merely douchebags who I haven't talk to in 9-12 yrs hearing stories of stories, of stories. They have plenty of kids, how about they worry about them and not if I have any. Thanks.

Family Picture

Ehhh, I mentioned a family picture not too long ago so I figured, what the hell, I'll upload it to here. So enjoy.

The Decision

Whelp, I am covered in deet, and have the lovely tingly taste on my lips from biting my fingers. I guess its a byporduct of not having my longer hair..... but I have my shadow and a nice tan. Tanning salons are for people who don't know how to relax and that are uptight.

Anyways, I chose Houston. I was offered a good deal and frankly, the opportunities to actually find my happiness lie there. It will be tought work and meger wages at first but believe you me, I will not take thie opportunity lightly.

My past is what made me who I am. I struggle, and am a fighter. Time to fight for myself. So Houston here I come! :-)

So It Shall

Whelp, I made my decision. Enough said.

Part II: be truely happy. It involves many factors and differ in accordence to the individual. I have grown weary and tired of making these decision. I wish I can be in place, not having to think of staying in a strange land, or moving to another city. I have fantastic stories but I do not wish this "lost" lifesyle on anyone. I know I will look back at this period in my life, and laugh. But as for now I just want it over. I have one week to think and decide. I love being single because it allows me to do such things and I feel free. The burden on your shoulders can weigh you down. So I will think and decide. I pray that this decision will at last bring me peace. A peace I so desperately want. Time to board my plane. Thanks for reading.

Risk, This Is No Boardgame: Sitting here in the airport I begin to contemplate. I have a week to decide on whether or not, I should move to Houston. One week. I've had to do this cost/benefit analysis plenty of times in my life. When I moved to a small town in Louisiana, when I chose to stay there, when I moved back to Philly, and many other instances. Some people choose to move or stay in a place for someone they love, or careers, or seeking out a dream. Whatever it is, moving is a huge decision and at times staying is also. I sit here blocking out all external factors and am focused on making a decision, as if I am pitching in "For Love of the Game." I most likely will be blogging a lot this week as I sift through the costs and benefits of moving AGAIN. I frankly want stability and to finally find happiness. I thought I found it before but happiness takes many many factors. No one thing can make you

An Enjoyable Trip

As I await my departure from the heat of the south, I sit here contemplating life and its trials. Tubing the Comal was a great time and I was surrounded by hilarious people. The "speedo" was put to great use. I don't often enjoy a lot of attention unless I am under the right circumstances but as it was, I received the attention that I sought out for. I never had people chanting for me before and I soaked up every minute of it. One girl as I was getting on the bus asked to see the speedo again and I wouldn't do it until I saw boobies. Hey I was "speedoed" out. Lets just say I upheld my end of the bargain ;-)I learned I definitely crave attention.

So my trip to Texas was fun. I now have more options to consider which will have a profound impact on my seemingly meaningless life. The scary thing is, I have little time to choose. Being single again and free, I am now open to whatever it is that I choose. "Choose wisely grasshopper," I think to myself. So we will see what comes out of my contemplative weeks. I may find myself living in Houston in a month or living in Philadelphia. Who knows.

I also learned that some people are inherently mean and negative. Those people usually live a miserable life, pretending to smile, and thinking they are better then everyone. In addition to that, some people may despise people for various reasons but deep down in some form they are infatuated with their hate. I don't see why these people go out of their way to know the doings of the people they despise. Whether it is checking their facebook page to talk garbage, in order to make themselves look good or routinely checking their blogs. I just don't understand that form of obsession and/or hate. If I despise someone I just don't give a crap. Think about that one.

So in summation, I have this. I have a great tan, I had never ending histarics, I have fantastic opportunities awaiting my decision, and people harbor hidden emotions for those they despise.

Carpe Diem. I just wish I had more "diems" to decide.

A surprise visit to Houston with tubing and cigars is a great way to spend a weekend. After flying in unannounced with one person in the "know", talking a little business while smoking cigars, I am eagerly awaiting tomorrow. Floating down a river drinking beer and plenty of laughs is a great way to spend a saturday. I forgot how hot it is down south. I left and it was a chilly 60 degrees and I come to Houston where its 95. My body is in shock, partially from the heat and partially all the beautiful women in Houston. All I know is saturday will be a great time and I have a big decision to make. Houston, or Philly. Philly or Houston. I will know more come the end of this trip.

Where's Waldo?

It really blows not having a computer and using your roomates once a day. O well, it beats living on facebook. We all have our habitual sites that we visit everytime we are at the computer. It's kinda nice being free from it all. All I have to say is that the weekend of the year is in one day. Ill be sure to post plenty of pics on facebook, or for those of you who refuse to get an account, perhaps photobucket. We'll see, just depends how special I think you are :-p