Part II: be truely happy. It involves many factors and differ in accordence to the individual. I have grown weary and tired of making these decision. I wish I can be in place, not having to think of staying in a strange land, or moving to another city. I have fantastic stories but I do not wish this "lost" lifesyle on anyone. I know I will look back at this period in my life, and laugh. But as for now I just want it over. I have one week to think and decide. I love being single because it allows me to do such things and I feel free. The burden on your shoulders can weigh you down. So I will think and decide. I pray that this decision will at last bring me peace. A peace I so desperately want. Time to board my plane. Thanks for reading.