Have you ever felt like you lost or are missing something really important? My friends say that I have been a different person since moving back. They say my renaissance happened in NY, but a renaissance doesn't occur over night. It took many generations of failed ideas that lead to the grandeur that was the renaissance.
I don't know. I'm going on dates and meeting these fantastic people but all I feel is blah. I don't know how to describe it. I'm constantly working on bettering myself everyday and am becoming a happier/healthier person, yet I feel as if there is something missing. Something/someone, I have no clue.
I am putting my past behind me but somewhere in the past I lost something. I don't know what it is. I am loving being around my friends and family but there is just something. I wish I knew what is was.
The days go by and I am happy, so I think, somewhere along the line, I lost something big...... I have no clue what, but there's a tingling sensation that a piece of me is gone. Or something. Its driving me crazy.
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